Jul 2, 2013

Like manna from Heaven - power!

So tomorrow it's suppose to be hotter than today and I was thinking 
when the power went out this was the first time I have felt
anxious.  It all started this morning when I was walking from my
car and heading into my office. The wind was blowing
and it was hot and the sky wasn't as blue. I knew there was going to
be a fire today. All the elements were there for a fire. I even 
told my co-worker that.  We even talked about, where we kept our
family albums and important papers and if they were handy just in case. 
What are the things we would grab if we had to leave in a hurry, things like that. 
I kept a list in my head, I'd grab our computer tower, our laptop, the plastic bins
with our family pictures, the fire box I purchased several years ago that held
all our important papers, certificates etc. 
But it didn't cross my mind about not having electricity, until it happened. 
Yes we lost power at work, but then it was time to go home. 
Except I had an appointment down in Folsom and so I  still thought I
could make it down there in 45 minutes. I heard about the fire, my daughter texted me
because it was near where she worked. She said it was on both sides of the freeway. 
I just didn't think it was going to affect me in the direction I was going. 
So I thought.
 It wasn't until I  passed a few exits as I made my way down the hill when
I could see the traffic backing up, and backing up really fast. I knew I wasn't
going to make my appointment. I quickly got off the freeway and called to reschedule. 
I told them what was going on, no big deal. I thought fine, I'll just turn around and take 
another exit heading towards home,but first I'll stop and pick up something
for dinner, Dave would like that.
 Nope.
 I got to the establishment, and I noticed
the business next to it was dark, and  sure enough, the poor guys in 
my favorite restaurant were sitting in the dark apologizing that they
were without power. It wasn't their fault. But like a ditz I was finally
realizing that the whole town if not most of the county was without power.
I made my way home, and sat in the driveway with my car turned on charging
my phone or attempting to. Out came my husband, he was on his way
to the Hospital, because he was on call, and he couldn't get through and
his phone wasn't working.  My phone was working and he was able to check in to make sure
they weren't trying to get a hold of him. We found out that our phones were now
going from having cell service to not. This is when I started feeling 
anxious. We were worried about our daughter, because she couldn't
leave her job until the parents of her charges were picked up and
her workplace was right in the middle of the chaos of traffic and the fire.
Just the fact of not being able to call Dave's phone from my phone or anyone else for that matter
made me nervous.  Okay here's the over the dramatic part, I told Dave, what if
this was the great disaster, not the fire, but no power and not being able to 
communicate. Here it is triple digit heat, no power for the gas stations, no power
for the atm machines to get cash if we needed it. 
All those preparedness questions were running through my head. 
And yet nearly a month ago, I was thinking, I need to refresh our 72 hour kits, 
and I hadn't done that yet. And where was my battery powered radio, I know I
have it somewhere. Do we have enough water? Well if not,, do I have enough bleach
to purify some water from the pool? Wish I had some extra fuel for the
car if we needed it. But mostly it came down to not being able to 
communicate with the world so I didn't feel all alone in this
experience. Silly isn't it. This was the reason for my anxiety. And  then like a 
Light from Heaven - harp music please -  my cell phone came back to life with
a tweet sound - it was a text from our Bishop, Matt Hutchings asking if we were okay
and if I heard from any of our elderly ward members. I don't know if  I was just a name
on his list, but it didn't matter, there was someone out there who cared if we
were okay. Sigh- cue violin music and pass the Kleenex. But seriously folks, 
It felt good, because I knew were weren't alone. He asked if we had power because he and his family just got power.  But of  course I hadn't even checked yet, because
I was still in my car in the driveway. I thought, well he's asking I better go check......
and so..... like manna from Heaven, I walked up the first couple of steps on to our porch and
as soon as my fingers turned the toggle of the light switch, the porch light came on.
We had power! It's a Miracle!  I quickly texted him back, Yes! with an exclamation mark.
I ran into the house, opened the back door and yelled to Dave, the power's on!
He responded back very casually, yes, I know, I heard the neighbors AC come on. 
Oh, okay, I said. Well it didn't matter, I went around resetting all the clocks, 
emptying the dishwasher and it became a regular nothing unusual evening
 I kind of forgot what just happened the last couple of hours. 
But did I??? 
 So today, nothing happened that was too serious, but what if the next time it was?
Would we be prepared if it was the real thing?
Not a drill but the real thing? 
I must not procrastinate and act now
or..... be acted upon.

"georgie"
 

Jun 25, 2013

Summer time and the feeling is....

This post will be short on words but the pictures should 
describe this Past weekend when our California
grandkids spent 5 days with us. 



They were in the water from 10am til after 6pm they only came out to eat.  






Saturday morning before anything else, and while everyone else was sound asleep, Tacie and I ran to the Farmers Market
and picked up all kinds of fruit, then picked up some bagels . 




We roasted Hot Dogs for dinner.



After dinner it was time to play Bacchi ball? That cat over there is a stray cat, and every 
time we threw out the first ball, he would chase it and move it. It was literally
a moving target. 


We played mixed doubles, then boys against the girls. Tacie used her age as a handicap, wink
wink, she always ran a few paces before throwing her ball. 
Don't ask who won. 

After our game, it was time for S'mores and scout campfire ghost stories.  
 Tacie is very serious about roasting her marshmallows.
I'm so proud of my potted garden. They all started out as a seedlings in my kitchen.


 This was just one day. But a good one at that. 

"georgie"
 

May 26, 2013

***Thankful***

I'm out in Utah just loving up my little granddaughters, but I thought I would pause and to give thanks for the many blessings that I have.


I am thankful to be living in a country that (even though I may get frustrated with where it's heading)
I still have my freedom to choose what I want to wear, to choose what I want to eat, to choose to believe
in the beliefs I want to believe. I know there are countries that do not respect those things,
and therefore I am thankful for them.  
I am thankful for the men and women who have fought for our Liberties
and have died for that. I  am thankful for the men and women who 
put them selves in harms way to protect our freedom and others as well.
 
***

I am thankful for my husband and my children and my family 
and good friends.
I am thankful for running water and electricity. 
I am thankful that I can get up in the morning and start a new day.
I am thankful that I can repent and be sorry and be forgiven
for the errors that I have made. 
I am thankful to know that there is hope and that true happiness comes by 
doing good  and being obedient to God's commandments. I am thankful to know that being happy is a choice and that it doesn't depend on
someone or somewhere to make me happy.
I am thankful for my precious grandchildren. It gives me a chance to 
truly enjoy the little ones, their funny antics and noises that maybe
I didn't  savor when I was a young parent. That's why being a Grandparent
is the Cat's Pajamas, it is simply the best!♥

"georgie"

May 23, 2013

Odds and ends

We have now lived in our place for a about a year and a half
where has the time gone? 
This month we have been working hard around the property
lots of weeding, weed-eating, trimming we even incorporated
some paid help.  It looks so good. 





So a few months ago when I was meeting with our CPA, I was telling him
(like he's a therapist) that I am at a point in my life -the second half that I want to pursue some of my interests,
and he said, "yes you do" but your other half is looking at wanting to slow down because
his retirement is on the horizon. "But, he said,  "that's okay", as long as we both support each other we will be okay. 
 As I approach this "new number" in my age, I'm feeling so excited about
opportunities,  - we are now "empty Nester's" officially and I LOVE our lives. Sure,
my body is changing menopause is not too far down the road, but I'm still the 20 something
if not the 17 year old inside. Ladies and gentlemen, maybe on the outside I look "ahem" but
I'm telling you on the inside, my spirit/mind could go TP a friend's house or "Oreo" their car, talk
all night with the girls till 3 in the morning at a sleep over,  play dress and make up, and make up home video short films - silent of course. 
 I love this time in my life. I am thankful for the opportunity to  pursue my hobbies, things that I am passionate about and developing them. Life is too short. I was listening to an interview
with a Former LDS  Mission President, President Gonzales.  I believe he and his wife are originally  from Guatemala. Any way the interviewer was asking them all kinds of question regarding their service for the Church and then she asked President Gonzales what is his passion, what does he like to do. He exclaimed that he loved the game of Soccer. Before he and his wife came to the United States he played on a league, he loved to attend the games and  now as he is  residing in the States he follows the American Teams. He said you need to take time for yourself and balance your life. Yes, you have your responsibilities, whether it is with your family, your work, your Church Callings, but the Lord also wants you to be happy and enjoy your Life. 
I feel there is a time and season for everything. When our children were young I remember seeing my mom in a different way, she was in her 50 or 60's and she shared with me the things that she was doing, she had written a couple of small pamphlet type books, she had taken up
painting and quite good if I might say. She was taking electronic keyboard lessons, she made Christmas cards, etc. 
I wasn't jealous, I was in awe. I never knew she had those interests before. I  knew 
she loved gardening, because she did that all my life, whether it was flower gardening or vegetable gardening. But these other interests were something I never knew about my Mom. 
I loved that for her. It was, after all, her time and her season to develop those things that she probably had to put off until her children were all grown and gone. 
What I took from that, was I looked forward to that time for myself to pursue my
creative interests when I graduated to that season. 
Well that time has come and I am enjoying discovering my interests. I know I can't fail 
because it is whatever I want it to be and that makes me happy. 
The only caveat is that I need to remember to balance my life. 
I still have my responsibilities and sometimes I feel guilty that I am doing
something fun.  I need to remember to prioritize. 
Kind of like homework, I need to do "the homework" first "my responsibilities first"
and then I can go out and "play". 

And now I get to do something that I love dearly and that
is, I get to see three little girls that I cherish deeply - my grandchildren
in Utah and I'll boarding the plane real soon. 
I am happy - so very happy!

TTYL

"georgie"
  

May 3, 2013

Whole food box lunch

A Couple of weeks ago, I happened to be in Folsom and I knew Cece was in between
classes so I thought it would be a good chance to have lunch together.
We decided on Whole Foods.

Now, I have been in A Whole Foods Market before but not the one closest to our
town.  We each picked up a box and started filling our own.
I made a note of how much per pound.
I kept telling myself, that I wasn't taking too much,
but you know how your eyes are bigger than
your stomach. Where did that saying come from anyway?



So here is mine. Okay it may not look that delectable, but Ladies and Gentlemen,
it was delish! So what we got here is Kale salad with Feta, Curry Chicken salad, Asian Noodle
salad, pita bread and I forgot what the red salad was.
Funny I stuck with the salads. Cece and I both whipped out our IPhone's and
took a picture of what we were eating. Weird how we both did that.
We sat by the window, to catch the warmth of the sun and just enjoyed
the moment, eating good food and small talk.

Thanks Cecelia for indulging your mom
with a lunch date. 

p.s. We both couldn't quite finish our salads. So we learned.....

choi!

"georgie"




Apr 7, 2013

Tip toe through the Tulips....

I feel so blessed to live here where 
I get to enjoy Spring at it's finest. 
The Tulips are blooming. Each day new
buds are blossoming.

Saturday afternoon, the sun peeked out and I was
able to do some weeding.
 Once I started, I kept going
till it was too dark
too see. But it felt so good to
work out in the yard.
It's the easiest time to weed, because the soil is
moist and the weeds come out without much trouble. This is the
before and...
This is the after.  They are so vibrant. 
I just can't get over how beautiful they are. 

Have you tippy toed lately?

"georgie"

Apr 2, 2013

Vlog brain art




So I am putting myself out there.
Love me or leave me, This is me.
 I am coming out of the fog.
I couldn't write it all down so I did this video diary 
this morning after I saw my Doctor. 


reality vlog


This evening I am actually feeling myself again. 
It took 4 days of getting it out of my system
and I am free again. 
I feel alive!

Thank you my friends who reached out to me.
I know it was only a couple of weeks but I was getting pretty
desperate. I have so much empathy for those who are chronic sufferers.
I don't know what I would have done if it went longer. I hope
I don't have to go through this again. I learned one thing, and that is, to listen to
your body. It will tell you what it needs. I hope I am always
in tune to it. 

sincerely

"georgie"
 

Apr 1, 2013

I'm in a Funk..

I'm in a Funk, and I can't seem to get out of it. 
 I woke up Monday morning, just really blue. If you know me by now, you know
I am not a depressed bluey sad person.  But for some reason I woke up this way, I don't know if it my 
body or my brain or my mind, but I can't seem to get out of it. Believe me
I don't want to be. I can't seem to jog my way, or pray my way or listen to
the scriptures my way or even serve my way out of it. 
Tuesday I called a lady in my ward (from our church congregation) to go out to
lunch on Thursday. I thought it would be a nice gesture, to get to know her better. She is
still fairly new and doesn't have a lot of friends. So yesterday, I got up
took care of some chores and still I was just down. I even had to talk to myself, 
telling myself, you're doing something for someone- snap out of it will ya! 
We had a nice afternoon I took her to the Deseret Book Store, she loved it. I picked up some
books that I'm going to be giving to some new sisters at church, we had a nice lunch.
But even after all that, when I got home, the blue's just came back. 
As I am typing this, I feel it so heavily.  What to do, what to do?
So I told my youngest daughter this last night, and she asked me is it because she
has moved out of the house and my husband and I are now emptynesters? 
I told her, I am denying that, because I can't believe that  something like that
would manifest itself  physically. I don't know, do you think subconsciously that could be? 
I mean, come 'on she just moved 5 minutes away. Personally I think
there's something physical happening. Because in my mind, I am not one 
that suffers from depression. But can my physical body?  I know such a heavy subject 
for today.  Less than 2 weeks ago I  met with my Doctor and he was asking me how I was doing and I told him fine, I'm happy everything is going well. Then  Bam!! less than  
three days later I wake up like this.  It's like the saying: I've fallen and I can't get up. 
I know, are you thinking, "You just need a good cry"! Yeah I thought of that too. 
But nothing has brought be to tears yet.  I don't have the time at this moment. 
The thing is, It's going to happen, soon or later, the "breaking point" is going to happen
when I least expect it and  then crash....  
I think it's time to face the fact that I have to go back to my Doctor - it's gotta be
some half way century mark of imbalanced hormones or something.
My co-worker said maybe I should see a therapist. I asked her for what? 
I don't have any issues. All they are going to do is ask me about my childhood 
and seriously I don't have any baggage that I'm holding on to. Really
if you know me, and I think you do,  I don't hold on to grudges. 
My year book states that I  was known as "The Most Perky Girl". I am
positive, I am happy, I am the cockeyed Optimist. 
I am Fun.  Yes get real, I am known for Fun...
** So it is a week later, and I am still feeling this way, as soon as I get a minute
I'm going to call my Doctor, I promise. But I am feeling physically weird.

"georgie"


Mar 14, 2013

Mother earth and waiting.....

March is teasing us with this 74 degree weather. 
The bulbs in the yard our bursting through mother earth. 
With yellow's and purples. 
I have been taking advantage of the longer day's
now that day light savings time has sprung upon us.
I've been getting my hands dirty and pulling weeds. 
But first, I went around and picked a bunch of these
lovelies and made a bouquet. 
I love Daffodils.
It brings back memories of my
mom's yard. They were the first blossoms of
Spring.
  Just a random note. I was in the grocery store today and while waiting in
line I spied a People's Magazine 
with this fine couple on the cover. 
I'm a fan of the "Bachelor", and I'm not ashamed to say it. 
Any whoo, I thought the caption on the
cover was rather refreshing as you can see:
Who would have thought 30 years ago this
would make National News. But it did... hmmmm..
 Good for them!
What will mother nature bring to us this
coming weekend? Nice weather I hope. 

"georgie"

Mar 7, 2013

Organic

I'm always inspired by my fellow bloggers and
this day was no different. Spring hasn't arrived yet, but
it is coming.......... So If you can't afford peonies or tulips, the
next best thing for centerpieces are ..........
Produce department herbs, cuttings
and.....
empty canning jars that you harvest from
your pantry shelves.. 
My kitchen and dining room get the most sunlight so I take 
advantage of it all the time.  I am a visual person, are you?

When I see something that captures my eye, 
I wonder to myself, I can do that, or I want to try making that.
Then I either google the recipe or picture and see how I can
make it with what I have. My family are my
guinea pigs, they know this. 
I'm always trying new recipes on them.  

They don't seem to mind. Then they critique whatever it is that I have made.  I don't care that they do because
I want to get it right. If it is a "winner", then I file it in my head
and know I can make it for the"public" i.,e. friends, neighbors etc.
You may have had it. I hope you liked it......

Going out of town this weekend. Hope to capture
some great  pics. 

"georgie:

p.s. random note: I like Rachel Zoe's fashion. On the whole her clothing line is pretty
modest, I like her taste in style. 

Mar 4, 2013

Super food Kale

So Plans can change lickety split!.
I was set to work in the yard on Saturday, when my
Brother-in-law called and said he was coming over. And he did.
I fixed the guest room, changed the sheets and spruced the room,
towels, etc. Hubby was going to play host.
Since my B-I-L (brother-in-law) knows that our goal
this year is to eat healthier he brought over the newspaper
with some really scrumptious recipes using Kale.
The process is a little time consuming, lots of steps, but I had time. Peeling and dicing up the
butternut squash. What's amazing the squash took only 15 minutes to be fork done at 450 degrees.
This recipe in particular caught my eye because Cece has been asking for Lentils and
this recipe called for it.

 
You can eat it as a whole meal, I added roasted chicken on the side
just because.
Okay, It didn't photograph well, or maybe it did. But it was really good
So in case you couldn't read the terrible copy of the newspaper,it
calls for Kale, butter nut squash, lentils, carrots, celery, red pepper flakes, onions, garlic
olive oil, salt and pepper. I think that's it. I would add more Kale next time.
A great Vegetarian meal, but you get all the protein you need  in one dish.
I'll add the recipe for better reading later.

"georgie"

Feb 28, 2013

pre- Spring green

.............................................................Sometimes 
pictures tell all there needs to tell.........................

Dressed up the front porch a wee bit with
green before spring...........

One of my favorite quotes.........
 







The porch, a serene spot to think and
take in all the beauty.........

have a great weekend...

"georgie"